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[sid] => 32537
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Wanting, Caring.
[time] => 2004-01-23 22:31:51
[hometext] => I wanted you.
[bodytext] => You ruined it. All of it. I had my life planned, and then we had a 'Heart To Heart' and you ruined it. I planned to keep in touch. It sounds selfish, but I wanted you. Blow it all, I wanted you. I wanted you to share my life. I hate myself for it, Truely, I do. I hate myself for wanting you. If I started a game -a deadly game- of Russian Roulette, I wouldent call you. I would never, ever call you. The reason is because you could stop me. Easily. Without a thought. In your sleep. I couldent stop you, no matter that I want you. No matter that I love you. I've turned into the person I tried to stop myself from being. Guilting and controling and wanting. I want you and I love you. I don't want your body at all, I want your heart. I want you to live with me, and dammit, I want you to care. I just want you to care. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 314 [topic] => 6 [informant] => sindi-selde [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 1 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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