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[sid] => 34870
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => End
[time] => 2004-02-13 15:21:37
[hometext] => Read it for yourself. This is another in a long line of dark poems.
[bodytext] => Two sides, clawing and scratching for control, and I'm caught in the middle. I can't choose sides, but they don't understand. It's always and ultimatum, and I can't take it anymore! I feel like my world is falling apart around me. My heart won't stop pounding, my hands won't stop shaking, and I don't know if this will be the day when I lose my mind. I can't think straight, don't think I know how to think straight anymore. I want to stop hurting! I want this to end! I don't care what happens, I just want it to end. It don't care what happens, I just want it to end. It doesn't matter what happens anymore. I just want peace, is that too much to ask for? I just want to be able to go to sleep at night knowing that I'll have a life to wake up to the next morning. I'm fighting a losing battle, but I just don't care anymore. But this is one request that won't be honoured, I'm sure of it. So now, all I can do is just sit here and wait for the pain to come. Until it ends... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 149 [topic] => 13 [informant] => MrWrite [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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