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[sid] => 37628
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Waking Up To Pain
[time] => 2004-03-06 21:40:34
[hometext] => Another one of my ramblings... What?!? Never wondered how I wake up?!?!?
[bodytext] => Woke up in pain, my heart was breaking apart. I had no reason to be sad, everything was fine, but I awoke to tears. I lay crippled in my bed, I didn’t want to move, couldn’t face the world. I heard all the living around me, and didn’t want to join it. So I pulled the covers over my head, & pretended I was dead, or sleeping. I wished I was dead, “Who would miss me if I left?” I wondered. Only a few. I thought of how I would do it, all the ways... I couldn’t sleep, I couldn’t die. All I could do was feel... Damn all this pain! I don’t know why I feel this... Perhaps my mind doesn’t want to remember what happened, but I feel the emotions anyway. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 221 [topic] => 13 [informant] => WorthlesSanity666 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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