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[sid] => 38740
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Would You Notice?
[time] => 2004-03-15 14:11:06
[hometext] => Written in english today, and yet again nothing was said by anyone. no one ever notice's me or the fact that i don't work much any more in lessons, so i just live with it, i have no chioce! this is about the suicidal feeling i still have inside me.
[bodytext] => i twist, i bend, i can't, pretend. that dreams don't mean much, far beond life's, a colder touch. i close my eyes, i receive no surprise. i know it's all hear, beneath my skin, and my fears. the drowning feeling, it's always round, but still no one see's me, as i fall down. i hit my head, until my nerves system crashes, and i CAN hide the marks, from the painful slashes! you never notice, you never see, i want to bleed! my thoughts say to me... i could go and do it, right now, how long before you find me? and my bloodied broken crown? would you even notice, i wasn't around? how long would i be lying, dead on the ground? it makes you think, don't it? what some one can do, would you ne upset? would it not touch you? i could go and do it! my depression, you don't see, my smile is my shell, but i'm broken in me! [comments] => 2 [counter] => 451 [topic] => 36 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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