"I wish you were that size"

I hear his comments every now and then,
So throw up everything to be a
Perfect girlfriend.
So that he doesn't have to wish anymore
And I can be the perfect girlfriend he adores.

At times i can't breathe so i cave in,
Knowing what i do to
My body is a complete sin,
But the cutting it's just a phase thing.
I just need to feel at ease sometimes,
So the cutting helps me a little bit more to Unwine.
He yells at me every now and then,
So i cut myself to be a perfect girlfriend.

At one point stop breathing again,
Cause i was no longer his girlfriend.
He told me that he couldn't stay
That he met the
Perferct
Girlfriend the other day.
I couldn't take it anymore.
I knew what i had to do,
Cause life was not meant for me without you.

"Yes she was hanging from a rope, and this is the stupid poem she wrote"

Was the last words my boyfriend spoke [comments] => 2 [counter] => 231 [topic] => 36 [informant] => discantbelife [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )

Dying to be the perfect girlfriend Contributed by discantbelife on Saturday, 27th March 2004 @ 05:49:34 PM in AEST Topic: Suicide At times i just can't beathe so i cave in, Lock myself in the bathroom for hours trying To get rid of myself. I can't stand to look in the mirror. Too much fat hangs off of me and no matter How much i throw up the fat still keeps attacking me Every doctor says you can't do this anymore But they don't understand the pain i endure..... "I wish you were that size" I hear his comments every now and then, So throw up everything to be a Perfect girlfriend. So that he doesn't have to wish anymore And I can be the perfect girlfriend he adores. At times i can't breathe so i cave in, Knowing what i do to My body is a complete sin, But the cutting it's just a phase thing. I just need to feel at ease sometimes, So the cutting helps me a little bit more to Unwine. He yells at me every now and then, So i cut myself to be a perfect girlfriend. At one point stop breathing again, Cause i was no longer his girlfriend. He told me that he couldn't stay That he met the Perferct Girlfriend the other day. I couldn't take it anymore. I knew what i had to do, Cause life was not meant for me without you. "Yes she was hanging from a rope, and this is the stupid poem she wrote" Was the last words my boyfriend spoke Copyright © discantbelife ... [ 2004-03-27 17:49:34] (Date/Time posted on site) Advertisments: Previous Posted Poem         | |         Next Posted Poem

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Re: Dying to be the perfect girlfriend (User Rating: 1 ) by Soulless on Saturday, 27th March 2004 @ 06:03:36 PM AEST (User Info | Send a Message) Im speechless, this poem is filled with such tragedy and such emotion that I cant even begin to tell you how much I adore it. This poem may help others to see a little more. I love it. Kisses, ~Soulless~

Re: Dying to be the perfect girlfriend (User Rating: 1 ) by silent on Saturday, 27th March 2004 @ 07:43:58 PM AEST (User Info | Send a Message) "Yes she was hanging from a rope, and this is the stupid poem she wrote" Was the last words my boyfriend spoke Those lines gave me chills, but the whole poem is something we all must be aware of, appreciate people for who they are, not how they look. All this have to be skinny idea is a tradgedy and concerned mostly with societies sometimes hidden lust. This one has affected me, very nice. Silent