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[sid] => 41086
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => is it so wrong?
[time] => 2004-03-31 00:57:11
[hometext] => wow. a topic choice that actually fits the scrawl.
[bodytext] => is it so wrong? i was there once i might be there again one day nothing ever stays the same things change, you know? is it so wrong? would it be so bad if i were the change? if i actually vied for happiness life's about moving on adapting, sorta where do you draw the line? when do you stop suffering to sate the guilt? when do you start living for yourself? why can't i answer any of my own questions when i have so many answers for everyone else's? why can't i just... i was there once i might be there again one day... sometime... it's not so bad if you can just forget if you can keep those faces from looking so hurt so accusing if you can just keep those ***** faces out of your mind it's not so bad across the room our hands still touch but nothing's the same if it ever was will it ever make sense when i put it to pen? will i ever feel a real smile again? how much do i owe? how much must i pay? how long before the guilt goes away never fades just grows each day it's kinda funny but i forgot how to laugh is it so wrong? what's left that is right? once you've gone on so long it's just habit, you know? you just can't stop yourself it's comfortable you learn to love the hell you live or at least accept it complacency like liquid in your lungs weighing you down drowning you tepid little pool of life i just stagnate within wanting more craving... is it so wrong? [comments] => 3 [counter] => 167 [topic] => 61 [informant] => Cancer [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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