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[sid] => 42518
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => alone
[time] => 2004-04-09 20:08:37
[hometext] => im sorry every1 for not only not beign there for you, but for not letting u b there for me
[bodytext] => I wish I was dead Then I get to thinking How many people would be hurt By yet another of my thoughtless actions I'm left with none I drove everyone away I told myself they didn’t care So I wouldn't hurt anymore And now they don't And somehow it hurts more To know that I was never close to them Because I didn’t want to be Because I thought they would cause me pain But now I realise how they always tried to be there even in my darkest times they were by my side when I yelled at them, blanked them told them not to care they always did and so did I it mattered to me that they were there but I never admitted it not even to myself and now I'm here alone I thought I knew what it felt like To be this alone I thought I was But now I feel the emptiness The way the cold air wraps round my body I never felt that before I always new there was somewhere I could go To make me feel warm again Now there's nowhere so im sorry to me and to you i owe my greatest apologies so here they are im sorry i pushed u away im sorry you'll never have the chance to know me as i will never have the chance to know you goodbye [comments] => 1 [counter] => 163 [topic] => 21 [informant] => spider [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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