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[sid] => 42942
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[aid] => mick
[title] => Try To Find Me
[time] => 2004-04-12 18:42:14
[hometext] => everything was almost going ok... but then it happened i saw the beautiful girl that cause all this.... and inspired ALL of the poems i have put on here
[bodytext] => I suffer from vitaphobia Cause I’m afraid of life Everyday a horrific night I’m starting to dwell in the tunnel And lose sight of the light That’s why I’m here Suffering from The horrors of despair Sitting in my chair Contemplating life And why I never got my share Life ain’t fair Cause I might have But I didn’t know it So I abused it I’m so confused How could I finally care And get my chance But get my cards taken In the middle Of placing my bets So I left the game And went to war with myself And started to rebuild With the Lords help Then I saw you again And every emotion That I had ever felt Came back In a rush Again I longed for your touch I thought I had gotten over that I wonder why I cared so much I know better But I lost control I’m broken But I wanna be whole I wanted to go over And make sure you were ok But I couldn’t move in any way You had my heart And I wanted it back But I couldn’t risk Getting torn apart Either way the panic starts That’s why I suffer from vitaphobia Cause I’m afraid of life Everyday a horrific night I’m starting to dwell in the tunnel And lose sight of the light That’s why I return To see my life And watch it burn Cause I’m at war with myself As I rage the battle within Desperate I cry Cause I long to be free Desperate I cry As I try to find me © Wayne Wende [comments] => 1 [counter] => 182 [topic] => 22 [informant] => swiftsouljah [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 9 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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