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[sid] => 43521
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Lifes Goal
[time] => 2004-04-16 12:20:49
[hometext] => not much to say, coments are always nice
[bodytext] => i keep doin it, hurting one's self, physically i am not talking, mentally i am now numb, feelings are surpressed now, all expect one, the one that was meant to, the one that causes the pain, it unserpressable, my control just wains. control is how i got here, control over one's feelings, that has brought me this far, i feel the home straight is coming, when and where not from, the darkness has a star now, or now is my mind undone, love is b******d thing. it is there to drive me mad, it is there to make me think, about what i could of had i hadnt seen, seen that i was loosing, lifes objectives, systems engineer, is the goal i seek. this goal has cost me, my heart and serveral thousand pounds, this goal is still not reached, how much more must be sacrificed. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 215 [topic] => 21 [informant] => lonely_kakashi [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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