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[aid] => mick
[title] => Road to Despair
[time] => 2002-07-15 06:06:43
[hometext] => This was a poem I wrote at a time when I felt my lowest. Nothing was going right, and I thought back on my life, and realized that it felt like I was on a road to complete and utter despair.
[bodytext] => Dissed throughout life, covered in shame, thrown around like a ragdoll. Left for dead, and I didn't even care nothing seemed normal. Complete outsider since birth, suddenly love from a girl, a plan to shove me into the ground. Everything in life, supposed to be for a reason. Does He hate me that much? Or is it all my fault? Cause I'm on that long, long road to despair. Embarassment growing, losing all strength, try to share intimate feelings, but I just can't do it. Find real love for someone, and she tosses it away. Another chance for love, but the pain is growing. Why can't she see, I can't stand her to leave. 'Cause I'm on that long, long road to despair. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 177 [topic] => 32 [informant] => Sully [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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