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[aid] => mick
[title] => silent dark
[time] => 2004-04-24 16:57:05
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[bodytext] => When i sit in the silent dark, I think about the life i lead. Sometimes its not so bad, But i cant seem to get my feelings out. People dont seem to understand. Sometimes it's ok when im w/ friends. Well my ONE friend, but it never goes. and sometimes i just cant help it. I try but i just break down and cry. I turn up the music so loud, Just so i dont have to here my family They just yell and scream and nag. Why cant i be like my brother? Well ***** you, I'm myself not him. I'm all alone in the world, its so big. And everyone else has money and friends. But theres on thing that always eases pain. So when the sun goes down and nobody is anywhere around I take the blood stained blade and pour out all my rage. Then i carefully clean the mess and lay in my bed and enjoy the pain. The fresh scent of my own blood tickles my nose. So now i'll wait til morning and I'll start all over again. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 150 [topic] => 13 [informant] => vampyrekiss [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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