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[sid] => 45582
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Pointless Life
[time] => 2004-04-30 11:31:07
[hometext] => I guess this sounds like i tried to kill my-self while i was bunking, but its not how it went. i just feel suicidal now. i don't understand why i feel hipper, but also deprest.
[bodytext] => After today, I don’t know what to think. Why am I hie? Happiness is on the brink! Why can things so good, Turn to some thing bad. Why am I hie, If I feel so sad?? Why did I tell you? I feel so mashed now, Where was the point? It won’t feel better in a while!! So why am I here? Placed upon the earth? Why don’t I give in? Save my-self from more hurt… I shouldn’t have spoken, Opened my mouth. Don’t think you can help me, There’s no way out. I shouldn’t have bunked, But I had to escape! I DIDN’T WANT TO BE THERE. I can’t live, it’s too late. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 157 [topic] => 67 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => schoolproblems )
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