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[aid] => mick
[title] => My Life, My Pain
[time] => 2004-05-06 08:13:10
[hometext] => I feel so much pain...But you don't even know...
[bodytext] => I tried to take my life The other day But I couldn't do it I'm just so lost I'm not sure what to do I looked up at the sky And screamed for an answer Over and over I screamed No reply came Nothing to ease this pain The wind blew through my hair As I fell to my knees and wept I wept because theres nothing left Now that you're gone I lay upon the dirt floor Wondering where my serenity is Where is the peace for my heart? I am dead My arms are numb I cannot even feel The ripping of my flesh Many times I pondered life Wondering why I was so cursed I've poured my life onto this paper Through this pen Every emotion A sacred relic Kept within a glass prison Never setting them free Like the lonely widow Watching as the one she loves Is lowered to his final resting place Tossing her black rose Down into the coffin Her tears streaming down Hitting the sweet Earth A bitter sweet life I lead Walking with someone But still I feel alone Here within these walls The solitude of a broken butterfly Dying amoungst the flowers A thing of beauty Still as beautiful as ever As it's last breaths are taken I can see the end Drawing closer With every breath Another step closer To the edge I hope I can fall Die as you can watch Maybe then you'll know How much pain I really feel What it's done to me [comments] => 1 [counter] => 176 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Night_Child [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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