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[sid] => 46434
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Nightmare
[time] => 2004-05-06 17:37:14
[hometext] => Hey...I just needed to get something off my chest, read and comment please.
[bodytext] => You disgust me with your perfect little nightmare Wrapped up all cozy with your blanky and your teddy. I want to vomit all my organs so I can be empty. I want to hang my head heavy all night long. I want to run into the forest and roll in the grass. I want to go away and not have to look back. Would you miss me if I left? Would you cry if I were gone? You don’t make me happy, you never made me happy. I want to cry and laugh and have them make the same noise. I want to pick you up and carry you away. I want to watch you get killed and clean up the mess. I want someone to jump in the way of my pain. Would you jump in the way? Would you die for my sins? You won’t do that, You would never do that. You disgust me with your perfect little nightmare all wrapped up in delusion and denial. I want to see your face contort with grief, I want to stab myself and see how you feel, I want to show you how much you make me bleed but can’t because you wont see. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 169 [topic] => 59 [informant] => PsychoScissors [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => psychoticpoems )
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