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[aid] => mick
[title] => Pretending
[time] => 2004-05-08 22:07:09
[hometext] => =X Commenting is appreciated.
[bodytext] => Make me believe in the things that you say Help me to have the wisdom to stay another day. Believe in me just like you care about them. Walk with me and let me hold your hand. You still don't see why I don't believe. ..Everything is crumbling down to my feet. I'm standing on top of this covered hill. But where'd you go, are you here still? So I will not pretend about my thoughts. Falling through dreams I see your face cross. I get scared easily, sometimes I can't sleep.. I'm just so damn scared becuz of what I see. I laughed becuz nothing was ever right with life. And it covered up all my pain inside. I smiled with you by me and around my friends becuz I knew it would never end I might as well just pretended and forgot. ..but inside, Now that's where I'm lost. Smiling, my pain through the edges show. Laughing, it's hurting my tortured soul. Crying, my eyes turn red but I feel better. Dying, just as I told you in the letter. Just as I suspected, but always never knew. I'd give anything to have a life like you. And as my eyes shut and the light dims. I think that I get a chance to start over again. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 153 [topic] => 25 [informant] => SilentPwn [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => MiscPoems )
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