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[aid] => mick
[title] => Suicide
[time] => 2004-05-18 14:26:58
[hometext] => 5-9-4 (talk about mood swings) Don't know about anyone else but sometimes I just have moments like this, just had a bad day, and needed to steem awhile :)
[bodytext] => I don’t deserve to live, but I do Trying daily to make through Always losing never gain Always heartache always pain I’ve never done anything right I’ve lost the will to fight I would be better off dead I’m just hanging on by a thread A worthless existence For instance I ruined your wonderful life Brought you down here to live in strife Struggling daily just to live I always take, I never give This hateful attitude I’m mean and rude The anger floods It fills my blood I hate the person I have become Waking in a daze, I’m numb From what; not sure But for this, there isn’t a cure There is no changing me How I long to be free From this person that I am DAMN I just wish I were dead [comments] => 1 [counter] => 217 [topic] => 63 [informant] => kristina_simpson_stewart [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => hbadday )
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