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[sid] => 4917
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Retreating
[time] => 2002-10-11 08:00:00
[hometext] => can't seem to get a good grip on life...
[bodytext] => I don't mean to sound so sad
I don't mean to sound so jaded But when your world is falling apart It's hard to stay optimistic I discovered myself the other day What I found didn't surprise me I found an solitary empty shell Washed out by endless tears You have always held my hand Have always told me it's going to be alright But I think you might be giving up I feel the only thing I have left is leaving I'm scared, I'm tired, I'm frustrated Controlling myself is getting harder I'm falling faster than I can think With nothing under me to catch me What's the point of pretending I want to be here? When all I want to do is close my eyes and sleep Forever this time... I don't want to wake I want to know nothing... to feel nothing anymore [comments] => 1 [counter] => 189 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Adreana [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 9 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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