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Contributed by
jillian_f006
on
Wednesday, 2nd June 2004 @ 07:51:24 PM in AEST
Topic:
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I closed the door a while back
The bolt is locked
And I cant get it open
My mind is closed
And my hearts gone cold.
The pain inside is just too real.
I dont know whom to turn to,
I dont know who trust.
No matter where I turn
My enemy is there.
She wont go away.
It just cant be bared.
She is fat and ugly,
Rude and mean,
Just ***** off and leave me be.
The person who will never leave
Is none other than myself.
I cant stand it,
I wont take it anymore.
These feelings are too strong.
I dont seem to hear the things people say.
I cant sit still and
I cant be nice.
No matter what I do
If just wont be right.
Help me get this out.
By reading this poem
Its no longer a secret.
I hurt a lot.
And dont know how to tell you.
I cant even explain where its coming from.
I cant lean on people for the rest of my life.
But for now, I fear what may happen if I dont.
I thought of it before its not out of the question.
Should I? How? What will others say?
I hear them talking.
Is it about me?
Did I do something wrong?
Do I look ok?
STOP TALKING ABOUT ME
I walk they look.
I talk they look
Someone always is looking.
Please just turn away.
For once in your life,
Just back off.
I dont need this crap.
I took it before.
I dont need anymore.
Stop labeling me.
Im not a *****
A slut, or a Whore.
Im human.
Is that so wrong?
If it is put me in jail.
Ill be safe there.
I wont get hurt.
I want protection.
I need it.
I cant continue like this.
Its all just not fair.
I want to be free.
I want to leave.
I want help.
But dont know how to ask.
I think this is the way
But how can I be sure.
Will I regret this?
Or should I just be strong
And take it all?
I dont know where this came from,
But here it is,
And here I am,
Take me now
Sooner, rather than later please.
Help me, guard me.
But please keep it quite.
Dont make them look.
Thats the last thing I need
Copyright ©
jillian_f006
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2004-06-02 19:51:24]
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Re: no name
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by shorty_52 on
Wednesday, 2nd June 2004 @ 08:40:23 PM AEST
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this is a good poem. very sad but it makes u think. i'm sorry that u feel this way. i'm here if u wanna talk.
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