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[aid] => mick
[title] => no name
[time] => 2004-06-02 19:51:24
[hometext] => It's just a remake of the one i just wrote....But longer:)
[bodytext] => I closed the door a while back The bolt is locked And I can’t get it open My mind is closed And my heart’s gone cold. The pain inside is just too real. I don’t know whom to turn to, I don’t know who trust. No matter where I turn My enemy is there. She won’t go away. It just can’t be bared. She is fat and ugly, Rude and mean, Just ***** off and leave me be. The person who will never leave Is none other than myself. I can’t stand it, I won’t take it anymore. These feelings are too strong. I don’t seem to hear the things people say. I can’t sit still and I can’t be nice. No matter what I do If just won’t be right. Help me get this out. By reading this poem It’s no longer a secret. I hurt a lot. And don’t know how to tell you. I can’t even explain where it’s coming from. I can’t lean on people for the rest of my life. But for now, I fear what may happen if I don’t. I thought of it before it’s not out of the question. Should I? How? What will others say? I hear them talking. Is it about me? Did I do something wrong? Do I look ok? STOP TALKING ABOUT ME I walk they look. I talk they look Someone always is looking. Please just turn away. For once in your life, Just back off. I don’t need this crap. I took it before. I don’t need anymore. Stop labeling me. I’m not a ***** A slut, or a Whore. I’m human. Is that so wrong? If it is put me in jail. I’ll be safe there. I won’t get hurt. I want protection. I need it. I can’t continue like this. It’s all just not fair. I want to be free. I want to leave. I want help. But don’t know how to ask. I think this is the way But how can I be sure. Will I regret this? Or should I just be strong And take it all? I don’t know where this came from, But here it is, And here I am, Take me now Sooner, rather than later please. Help me, guard me. But please keep it quite. Don’t make them look. That’s the last thing I need [comments] => 1 [counter] => 206 [topic] => 13 [informant] => jillian_f006 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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