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[aid] => mick
[title] => I’ll put bullets through head! Jasmine!
[time] => 2004-06-15 10:59:03
[hometext] => All those times she started!!! I hardly ever answer back to the level she was giving me. I didn’t want to row. But now she’s been so out of order to Hannah and Tara, I won’t stand up for her again!
[bodytext] => Don’t let her any where near me! Because I swear if I see that cow, I’ll put bullets through her head! Every time she started at me, She won the rows, and she made me spill red. She made me feel so worthless! She made at times, want to be dead! This is no threat!!! I WILL PUT BULLETS THROUGH THAT B***** HEAD!!!!! Those words she called me, They’re scard me bad! A friendship we built, But she makes me so sad! Just coz she’s stronger, Than I’ll ever be, She pulls her-self in power, And then works on damaging me! Sure there are times, When she acts as a good best mate to me. But too much of the time, It’s all verbal abuse, in threatening streams. I then I go back, Facing that darkened world. My life is ***** enough, I don’t need her turning me cold! But I face and live with it. Well, up until now, Now, its war. Until she throws in the towel. She called me things that’s I’d never repeat. And when I was in hospital, she couldn’t be bothered to come see me! She’s proved to me what friendship, really means to her! Well I’m sick of this! I’m sick of being treated like dirt! And when I was really low, she said she wishes that I’d just die. Because I’m that much of a pathetic freak, if I don’t, She’d punch out my lights. And every time I ring her, she never answers her phone. This whole friendship is so difficult, and it makes me feel so alone! And then she said to Hannah and Tara, Things not a bad as what she said to me, But if she expects me to back her up here, ***** her! I won’t be taken for a mug by her again!!! She acts like this world has no problems, Says who ‘evers in pain is putting on an act. Then if that struggling person ever gets abusive. She comes and takes it out on me! Because that other persons fought back! It is lucky I’m not in school right now, Coz I’d proberly have put her in hospital. I’m sick of her and hate her so much! So lets let her feel the pain of the world!!!! [comments] => 1 [counter] => 142 [topic] => 6 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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