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[aid] => mick
[title] => I Wish
[time] => 2004-06-16 15:34:35
[hometext] => I am in no way promoting violence... i'm jsut saying that it would have given her a reason to leave... sometimes you just wish for things this is one of those times. please read and comment thanks Wayne
[bodytext] => Sometimes I wish That I wouldn’t have heard you That first night When you called out my name Cause it’s nine months later And I’ll never be the same I wish I would’ve said no When you asked me to go eat I wish you weren’t the reason That my heart continued to beat I wish when we talked That I wouldn’t have been interested In every word you had to say I wish that I Didn’t want to see you the next day I wish you hadn’t cared first Cause here I am and the pain hurts Its like you took the time To help and encourage me and all Hold me up get me to care about you And then leave me to fall Thinking back… I wish I could find a reason That would cause you to leave I wish I had done something wrong That’d be obvious to see I gave you my heart I was so honest and true In everything I did I was for real Unlike you What’d I get repaid Nothing but lonely heartbreak And without a reason too I wish I hadn’t Wiped away the tears When you started to cry I wish that I didn’t care When you wanted me to be there I wish I hadn’t been around When you broke down I wish I hadn't been So sweet and nice I wish that I hadn’t tried To make everything right I wish that I hadn’t been so honest And straight up would have lied Cause these last three months I just wish I had died I wish I could have been The reason that you cried I wish I would have cheated And played you like a pimp Cause then I wouldn’t be Dealing with this ***** I wish I would have Pushed you Shoved you Abused you Hit you Stripped you Raped you I wish I never Would have ever Wanted to date you I wish you could have been Just another pretty little lady To get you in bed And make you my baby I wish I hadn’t given you my heart I wish me and you Never would have had a start I wish I never would have met you I wish I never would have talked to Or heard you I wish I never would have seen you I wish I didn’t enjoy being with you I wish I hadn’t opened up Or made you my world I wish you hadn’t been the object of my love And the reason I let it unfurl I wish I could have fallen for any other girl I wish I could take back the time And take back the caring lines I wish I could take back my heart And rebuild my soul I wish I had never pictured us As the perfect pair I wish when I looked at you I didn’t have to stare I wish somehow That you weren’t the part That made me whole I wish I didn’t think about you As I spend these nights alone I wish I never would have heard it When you called me on the phone I wish I didn’t see you When I walked around the mall I wish somehow That I could change it all I wish I could have loved you And left you But most of all I wish I could have kept you Cause if I would’ve Done any of theses things I could understand How this nightmare Was formerly my dream Cause if I would’ve Done any of these things I'd know what I did wrong And I’d have something to change And more to regret I’d realize these heart games Aren’t just for play Cause I let your precious love Just slip away But I didn’t do anything that I listed above I wish that you hadn’t cared first Cause then I Wouldn’t be living through this curse © Wayne Wende [comments] => 0 [counter] => 153 [topic] => 22 [informant] => swiftsouljah [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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