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[title] => What am I to do?
[time] => 2002-10-20 17:15:00
[hometext] => This is a poem I wrote while going through my depression.
[bodytext] => As the anxiety runs through my veins I search franticly for the blade. I look and look, but no luck. All has been taken. For a moment I think about breaking the mirror. Then suddenly it comes to me, nails. With out the slightest thought in my head of resisting I take to it. As the skin tares I begin to feel saticfaction. But before I become completly saticfied, the nails no longer inflict the pain I seek. Now I am back to craving the blade. What am I to do?
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What am I to do?
Contributed by
Sandra
on
Sunday, 20th October 2002 @ 05:15:00 PM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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As the anxiety runs through my veins I search franticly for the blade. I look and look, but no luck. All has been taken. For a moment I think about breaking the mirror. Then suddenly it comes to me, nails. With out the slightest thought in my head of resisting I take to it. As the skin tares I begin to feel saticfaction. But before I become completly saticfied, the nails no longer inflict the pain I seek. Now I am back to craving the blade. What am I to do?
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Sandra
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2002-10-20 17:15:00]
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Re: What am I to do?
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by LOWMAN613 on
Monday, 21st October 2002 @ 12:23:43 PM AEST
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Wow I really feel for you! I hope that you can over come this pain in your life! Remember nothing is worth doing that over! Hang in there!
Christina |
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Re: What am I to do?
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by Angel12881 on
Wednesday, 23rd October 2002 @ 11:06:51 AM AEST
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| Yeah..I know how that is. Good write, you really captured the emotion.. |
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Re: What am I to do?
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by Sarah22 on
Sunday, 8th December 2002 @ 05:41:51 PM AEST
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this poem
is sad but
its good to
release pain
from your heart
it is a break through
its a healing process
we all have to go through
i have faith in you
will recover from it .
in time peace @ happiness
to you . |
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Re: What am I to do?
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by venkat on
Tuesday, 8th April 2003 @ 04:18:44 AM AEST
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| I understand your pain.. pain is the shadow of your love. innocently loved some thing and now heart broken ..but, death is no final goal.... only thev release of emotion will pacify you.. o.k .. the direct expression of thought.is dominent in your poem .. this requires for clarity.. good .. its good..venkat |
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Re: What am I to do?
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by tier on
Saturday, 12th April 2003 @ 12:33:04 AM AEST
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Peek-A-Boo! Can't see me!! *smile* i love this and I know what that pain....but cuting and all that isnt always the strongest way out ...I know you need it but please work hard not to do it it may feel good but it may hurt others around you like the ones you love and care for more than anyone else......
*hugs*
luv ya!
Tier |
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Re: What am I to do?
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by Sandra on
Saturday, 12th April 2003 @ 02:22:23 PM AEST
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I am sorry that I have hurt you and vycky and a few others. But.... you understand the pain and need to do it. You know that when I hold the cravings in like that you wind up with episodes like yesterday. I know that I can go with out cutting, but I don't know if I can go with out pain. That is where I am having problems. And I know you know that. If any thing I will need your help more than any thing when it comes to that!!
Love you sweetie,
Kassi |
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