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Array ( [sid] => 53923 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => schizophrenia [time] => 2004-06-27 18:19:40 [hometext] => i am young yes but i have been diganosed with schizophrenia and it scares the liveing hell out of me noing it'll never go away...this is just something i wrote to coup with it enjoy [bodytext] => i'm not crazy
i just see myself standing right in front of me
the voices whispering in my ear
click,click.i see myself die
so close to life
but now i meet death
i wake up and im fine sweat dripping down my forehead
i can still hear the voices
and i can still see myself lying on the floor bleeding
the mann that killed me
one of my best friends
i can feel you there
you touch my arm
i touch my arm nothings there
i can't talk no words come out
i can't comprehend what your saying
im so confussed
why does this have to affect me like this
the voices screaming
the pain sinking into me
the feeling thats not there
the sights that i see
why cant you see them
i don't know how to explain the way all of this feels
just please don't run away from me
i can't aford to lose you to
i'v already lost my mind
but its not my fault!

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schizophrenia

Contributed by lexxie on Sunday, 27th June 2004 @ 06:19:40 PM in AEST
Topic: EmotionalPoetry



i'm not crazy
i just see myself standing right in front of me
the voices whispering in my ear
click,click.i see myself die
so close to life
but now i meet death
i wake up and im fine sweat dripping down my forehead
i can still hear the voices
and i can still see myself lying on the floor bleeding
the mann that killed me
one of my best friends
i can feel you there
you touch my arm
i touch my arm nothings there
i can't talk no words come out
i can't comprehend what your saying
im so confussed
why does this have to affect me like this
the voices screaming
the pain sinking into me
the feeling thats not there
the sights that i see
why cant you see them
i don't know how to explain the way all of this feels
just please don't run away from me
i can't aford to lose you to
i'v already lost my mind
but its not my fault!





Copyright © lexxie ... [ 2004-06-27 18:19:40]
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Re: schizophrenia (User Rating: 1 )
by faffeee on Sunday, 27th June 2004 @ 06:37:29 PM AEST
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*****, im sorry. i know a bit about schizophrenia but obviously never having had it i cant totally understand what youre going through, but im so sorry, and i hope you find some way to cope and handle with it. remember, its an illness, its NOT your fault and youre in no way a weirdo. youre like anyone else. i've got depression and some people seem to think its your fault and you should just snap out of it, but we know that thats not possible. so good luck, keep struggling xx


Re: schizophrenia (User Rating: 1 )
by RhythmBndt on Sunday, 27th June 2004 @ 07:24:40 PM AEST
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Wow...sorry to hear that...Great expression of your feelings though.


Re: schizophrenia (User Rating: 1 )
by pixie on Monday, 28th June 2004 @ 11:05:58 AM AEST
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Awwww lexxie I am so sorry to hear this, you are not alone, thanks for sharing this with us all. you have expressed it well...

pixie xx




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