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[bodytext] => I can't stand this pain anymore Can't you see it's all hard to ignore You say that I am pessimistic but what do you know What proof do you have to show I'm sorry I'm depressed and all alone I'm sorry that I cry when I'm on the phone I can't help the fact that I wish I was with him I would do anything, I would fulfill his every whim We used to be in love but now it is gone So I would like to write this to say so long I'll be leaving here today And no, I'm not okay I don't know why you couldn't see this before My reality is such a bore I dream every night but those things are just dreams Like radiant light bouncing off of you like sun beams I'm living in a nightmare and when will it stop Will it stop when I reach the top I want to jump off into my blackend sea There and only there I can be really me Somedays I can't stop thinking about you and it drives me crazy inside my head Can't you see that I'd sometimes rather be dead I fall deeper in love with you every day But why can't I make these feelings go away It's not fair to live a life full of lies And having to say half-hearted goodbyes I'm sick of leaving all by myself And have myself put up on a shelf Just shoot me down like you have meant to do So I can live my life without you [comments] => 1 [counter] => 172 [topic] => 48 [informant] => xthe_lonely_onex [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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