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[aid] => mick
[title] => She's crazy and so am I
[time] => 2004-07-08 01:21:20
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[bodytext] => I hate my life It't not worth living anymore I'm in all this pain that I can not handle. people all around me have no sticking idea whats going on, on the inside if my head. They all say that they want to help me find the person I was before but they don't seem to understand I'm not that person anymore. I'm trapped inside the person that I now am can't seem to find my way out. People look at me like I am crazy whenever I look at them all because I'm trapped inside this person that is not even me. There are tears running down the inside of my soul they make my head start to hurt I can't have me head hurt cause then she will get out. I won't let her get out cause if she does she might harm me. This pain that I am in is so strong I seem to go crazy everytime she's asks for me people all around me dieing left and right the only one's I care about are leaving me alone to defend for myself. Don't they know that I can't live in this world with out them They don't understand I don't have anybody that I can turn to. When the real pain starts to begin. The tears are ever so strong they seem to be telling me to let her out but I can't let her out I'm to afraid of her. She seems to control my life on the inside and out she tells me what to do and what to wear. I can't stand her looking at me through the glass cage that I have her in she is move dangerous then I ever thought. She bangs her head on the window she thoughs her body against the glass trying to get out so that she can harm me one last time. But I won't let her out there is no where that she can go if she does get out. The cops are on there way that is what I am telling her she needs to calm down and talk her medicine. So that I can let her out but she won't take it she thinks that she is okay. I hate my life it's not worth living another single minute know that she could escape and torture me some more. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 146 [topic] => 53 [informant] => lildrama04 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => scifi )
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