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[aid] => mick
[title] => I Can't Take It!!!
[time] => 2004-07-19 15:40:24
[hometext] => This might be seen as a little confusing. I don’t want to fight! But HANNAH, TARA, JASINE and CLARE! Keep starting. They’re threatening to beat me up and put me in hospital! How am I meant to walk away form that? Then today CLARE hit me...
[bodytext] => Then, these other girls have been sticking up for me and making threats back to jasmine, hannah, tara, and clare on my behalf. And they want me to be their friend now. But i don't know what to do. I don't like all the violence! i don't like my life! I’m fighting with my-self, And trying to heal. My mates are around me. They’re my only shields. I hope they’ll protect me, And stick to their word. But I’m still scared they’ll reject me. And soon treat me like dirt. That’s always happened! No matter how hard I try. They take their advantage, And suck me dry. People before have used me for things, That would be better not said. They filled me with darkness, Until I wished I was dead…! Well now I’m building, Up new mates. And I’m taking another risk, Because they hold my fate. I won’t steel, do drugs or smoke. I won’t be bad, or drink or take coke. If they turn round, And ask that request. I won’t do it! ‘Coz I’ve heard, I’ll become more deprest. They’re sticking up for me! I’m not the “IT” any more! I can’t describe the feeling. And I really want to explore… If they are true, Then there’s nothing to worry about. But once I lock the doors, I won’t be free to get out. I know I won’t get beaten up, Because the other b**ches are mouth! And I hope inside my heart, My new mates will help me out. I need people to care right now, So I won’t get punched in. The others have said they’re here. But still I’m anxious to let them in! I don’t want to resolve in a fight, I’m not that kind of girl. But nothing really matters any more. As things are spinning around. The girls that are sticking up for me, Are only looking for a fight! And I’m so scared it will come down on me, Because nothing for me ever works out alright! But still I can’t let this go, Because they still have to start. They’re threatening to BREAK MY RIBS! To STAB ME IN THE DARK! And if I’m meant to walk away, When today I WAS HIT! Then I might as well KILL MYSELF! Because I can’t take the stress of this *****!!!!! [comments] => 2 [counter] => 188 [topic] => 36 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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