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[sid] => 5862
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => A Secret
[time] => 2002-10-30 00:20:00
[hometext] => This is very dark!!!
[bodytext] => I am powerless right now in my state of mind
You were a hero to me, how could I’ve been so blind! I’ve trusted in you like you were my rock Your hands are dirty, I cry with complete shock Why do you take advantage of me now? Am I too quiet or gullible somehow? All those times you were there for me and made me smile You’re nothing but a pig and a selfish pedophile! How do I let them all know what you’ve done to me? That can never happen, keep pretending, and let it be If they knew the real you would they really believe? Or call me a liar like the rest of them and say I deceived? Please tell me none of this is real and that I’m far away dreaming Don’t face me with the facts say that you’re teasing I don’t feel safe or comfort when you stare my way My hands begin to shake with your words and foul play You’re a married man and so cunning you are! I’m so destroyed inside; you’re tearing our family apart! How can you look at me and say I’m your little girl? You disgust me, I look at you and want to hurl! Why am I always looking for a constant need of help? Always inviting more abuse to myself This is how I feel, knowing life wont be the same A secret that will lay buried, a secret full of shame [comments] => 3 [counter] => 253 [topic] => 13 [informant] => rockshv [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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