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[aid] => mick
[title] => If I would have known
[time] => 2004-08-08 22:39:16
[hometext] => I wrote this poem before my grandmother died, I was sitting in the NICU waiting room and they told use she would not live. My grandfather kept saying
[bodytext] => If I would have known that I had to let you go, I would have never started that fight last night. Instead I would have told you how I love you so, And held you in my arms so tight. If I would have known I would never see your smile, I would have pegged God for your place. All I would ask for is to have a little while, So I could see the look of pleasure on your face. If I would have known I would never hear your voice again, I would never have rushed our conversation last night. I would came right home, and would never had to ask again, I would have been home to help you with all my might! If I would have known I would never get to say I love you, I would have stayed at your side. I would have never went for that cup of coffee, but been with you! My chance is gone now, I can't go back and be there when you died. If I would have know things would have been differant. I only wish you could see my pain, You do not know all the things you meant. I do not know how I will ever stay sane. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 155 [topic] => 22 [informant] => toadsprincess [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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