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[sid] => 62748
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Clinic
[time] => 2004-09-06 11:00:22
[hometext] => please understand... comments would be appreciated. :)
[bodytext] => outside, they fly. inside, i die. my palm is pierced and i'm so sorry. i try to forget by closing my eyes and deafening myself with the tv. it's useless. someone told me that i should go home right away and not do anything stupid. i nodded. unfortunately, the drugs don't work and the scenes are endless and darker. the lights went out. i pretend to be brave and never moved. why am i making a big deal out of this? i'm young, i'm restless, i'm thoughtless. how could i hurt? i believe that life is unfair. my stomach is stabbbed. without you, without you. my nails are bleeding, and i really hate all this bull----. tears and smiles don't go well with each other. now, you shove me. it didn't hurt but it bruised. sorry to the used. my lips should've been sewn together. too truthful. guess this is all meant to happen. not late. -rae '03. 081603. Saturday. 11:25AM. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 146 [topic] => 22 [informant] => Rae [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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