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Array ( [sid] => 62989 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => I LIVE INSIDE MY STAIN! [time] => 2004-09-08 11:12:21 [hometext] => This one is taken from my book, ‘BLACK SUICIDE!’ The whole idea of my book was that when it’s finished then I will kill my-self, and then my book will record why I did it, instead reading of leaving a suicide note… but now that my book is almost finished, [bodytext] => ...I don’t know how much I want to die…
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I forgot about the great soreness,
From after you shred.
And I forgot about the confusion,
That I always used to get.

And now that I’ve got it back,
I feel so dead.
…. And I’m so numbed up,
That I haven’t eaten yet…

And for some other reason,
I keep on getting pumped up with tears.
I don’t cry,
I just hold in those ‘BLACK’ fears…

I can’t move my arm too much,
Because it really hurts!
I’ve been keeping it all clean and stuff,
To remove all the excess dirt…

But one final last thing,
That’s kept solid in my mind,
Is that, when I’ve finished this, I’ve promised my-self,
I’ll walk away and commit suicide!

Mike, really did my head in!
He says that I’m just playing games!!
So when I die, mike! Read this book!
And then you’ll get why I’m in pain!

“I AM TWISTED!”
“I AM MUCKED!”
… AND THE TRUTH WILL ALWAYS REMAIN!!
“I AM BROKEN”,
“AND MY LIFE SUCKS”,
BECAUSE I live,
INSIDE MY STAIN!!
[comments] => 5 [counter] => 231 [topic] => 36 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
I LIVE INSIDE MY STAIN!

Contributed by deathdrop on Wednesday, 8th September 2004 @ 11:12:21 AM in AEST
Topic: Suicide



...I don’t know how much I want to die…
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I forgot about the great soreness,
From after you shred.
And I forgot about the confusion,
That I always used to get.

And now that I’ve got it back,
I feel so dead.
…. And I’m so numbed up,
That I haven’t eaten yet…

And for some other reason,
I keep on getting pumped up with tears.
I don’t cry,
I just hold in those ‘BLACK’ fears…

I can’t move my arm too much,
Because it really hurts!
I’ve been keeping it all clean and stuff,
To remove all the excess dirt…

But one final last thing,
That’s kept solid in my mind,
Is that, when I’ve finished this, I’ve promised my-self,
I’ll walk away and commit suicide!

Mike, really did my head in!
He says that I’m just playing games!!
So when I die, mike! Read this book!
And then you’ll get why I’m in pain!

“I AM TWISTED!”
“I AM MUCKED!”
… AND THE TRUTH WILL ALWAYS REMAIN!!
“I AM BROKEN”,
“AND MY LIFE SUCKS”,
BECAUSE I live,
INSIDE MY STAIN!!




Copyright © deathdrop ... [ 2004-09-08 11:12:21]
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Re: I LIVE INSIDE MY STAIN! (User Rating: 1 )
by lostinmyself on Wednesday, 8th September 2004 @ 12:11:36 PM AEST
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Wow O_O
Hunni, do you wanna talk about this?
This is...angry...
Look, don't do anything OK?
Talk, please?
I'm here always, PM me or anything.
Many hugs,
Phil xxx


Re: I LIVE INSIDE MY STAIN! (User Rating: 1 )
by poetmarie on Wednesday, 8th September 2004 @ 01:51:07 PM AEST
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Wow, this is powerful and tragic. I hope you can find hope and know we here at YPDC are here for you. Find new hope - hmmmm - new chapter in your writing, and in your life?


Re: I LIVE INSIDE MY STAIN! (User Rating: 1 )
by Former_Member on Wednesday, 8th September 2004 @ 02:44:56 PM AEST
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Look, I know life can be hard, and you can feel that death is the only way to get back at some people, but its not! There are many other ways! You can talk to me if you need to, but please, there are so many other ways that you can deal with this! I hope you can find people to talk with here so that you can find some helpful support to deal with this, trust me, there are many other ways then suicide! If you want to talk, I am here, just so you know that...


Re: I LIVE INSIDE MY STAIN! (User Rating: 1 )
by Destiny on Wednesday, 8th September 2004 @ 05:55:16 PM AEST
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Very powerful write


Re: I LIVE INSIDE MY STAIN! (User Rating: 1 )
by Essentially9 on Wednesday, 8th September 2004 @ 09:53:12 PM AEST
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interesting write rosie. well some things change, and some things never do. hopefully they will change for the better for you.




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