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[sid] => 65744
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Lost Soul
[time] => 2004-09-30 23:03:15
[hometext] => I deal with depression quite often. Some days are worse than others. On the really bad days, this is where my mind tends to go.
[bodytext] => Lost Soul I struggle daily as the hate builds; I feel lost, alone, wondering what time yeilds. I try to control the rage; But my mind feels locked in a cage. I've seen things that no one should ever see; That's why reality isn't a place for me. I keep my shades closed and my curtains pulled tight; In the dimness, I wish to remain, day and night. If I don't have to think; To the past I feel I have no link. I know 'they' were sick; So why do I have to explain what makes ME tick? Bare with me, no harm to anyone do I wish to inflict; It's just all the injustice I've felt that makes me click. You'd be surprised how much I'm like you; If you could only understand what I've been through. The hate, the pain, the anger, I wish no one had to see; Because 'normal' is all I've ever wanted to be. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 222 [topic] => 61 [informant] => thief [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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