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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => UNDER ORIENS ARC
[time] => 2004-10-01 01:04:28
[hometext] => TEN PAGES OF THOUGHT NOT A POEM
[bodytext] => I & MY MISSED MARLEY I SEARCH FOR HER IN THE SKY I FIND HER AND SHE KISSES ME WHEN SHE’S ON MY MIND I FIND HER IN THE NIGHT SKY AND KISS HER WITH THOUGHT I WRITE SHE’S MY ANGEL IN LIFE & PAST THE NEXT SHE’S MY SISTER, MOTHER SHE WAS MY HUSBAN IN OTHERS SHE IS MY ANGEL SHE HAS SAVED ME SO FAR & I FIND HER BY STAR I & MY MISSED MARLEY SHE NEVER LEAVES MY SIDE THE BESTESS OF FRIENDS IN LIFE WATCHING OVER ME WHEN SHE HAS DIED I HOPE TO FIND A WIFE WITH HER WILL TO SMILE SMILE, SMILE **********************88 BECAUSE I’VE BEEN TRYING TO THINK HOW LONG ‘TIL THE SHELL GETS BIGGER I’M CRAMPT IN THIS POETIC IGNORANCE WHAT IS THIS LAUGHTER? I’M TIRED OF WRITING THESE WORDS OF DEXLEXIT THINKING OF AN EXIT AH, **** IT ************************88 I’LL SEE IT ON MY BACK IF I MISS WHEN YOU STAB MY HIND SIGHT DIDN’T FEAR PAIN IS AN ILLUSION I HAVE TO TELL MYSELF LESS BUT IN THE JOY OF PEACE I MUST FALL TO THINK IN 4 YEARS ON A DAY I WILL DIE AND NOT BY DEPERANCE OF PRIDE BUT BY SOME NATURAL THING OR SOMETHING ELSE STRANGLY REMOTE I SWEAR NOT BY SELF NOR FOR STRIFE 27 ODD ENOUGH BUT I’M NOT MAD SAD ANYMORE I SWEAR I’M NOT ANGRY NO NOT TODAY **************************************88 ME & MY MISSED MARLEY I FIND HER IN MY LIFE AND SHE KEEPS ME DOIN’ ALRIGHT I JUST KEEP REMINDING MYSELF I MUST KEEP REMINDING MYSELF I’M FINE I FIND HER *******************************88 I DON’T NEED TO CARE ‘BOUT WHAT YOU SAY I AM ME, YOU ARE YOU EVERYTHING IS THIS WAY I DON’T NEED TO PLAY NOR RAISE MY VOICE CUZ I FOUND A BETTER CHOICE I KNOW I SEE IT IN YOUR EYES I’M BETTER I DON’T LIE ******************************88 I THOUGHT I WAS WRONG BUT NOW I WITNESS THE TRUTH ALL THE THING YOU SAID WERE IN FEAR AND YOUR FEAR IS SOAKT IN ANGER YOU’RE ANGRY YOU’RE SCARED WELL **** I’M SCARED TOO BUT I’M OKAY I DON’T FEAR I SAY I SWEAR YOU COULD BEAT ME DOWN AND TOMORROW YOU STILL WOULDN’T FEEL AS A THREAT YOU’RE STUPID YOU SEE I HAVE FOUND I’M NOT THE FOOL I’M JUST A CLOWN WHILE YOU ARE MAD FOR THE BROKEN BOY IS CLOSER TO THE SUNSHINE & CROWN YOU’RE MAD I’M HAPPY YOU’RE MAD I AM FINE TO SMILE I KNOW LIFE’S BEEN BAD TO YOU I KNOW YOU NEED SOMEONE TO HATE BUT I SWEAR THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME I NEED TO FADE OUT INTO SONG I & MY MISSED MARLEY MY WORLD MISSES YA I LONG FOR SOMEONE TO HEAL THIS SOUL TO TELL ABOUT THE SHELL TO LET THEM KNOW JUST HOW I FEEL AND YES I MISS STORIES I DON’T TELL MY MIND JUST AINT RIGHT NO NOT TODAY MY PLATE IS FULL FULL OF FOOLS A FOOLS FOOL AS I FEEL ALL MY EMOTION AT ONCE LIKE THIS I WRITE BECAUSE I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO I WRITE MY PAIN BECAUSE I HAVE NO ONE TO SHARE IT WITH I GUESS I’M SCARED OF FEELING WHEN OUT OF ALL OF THESE I ONLY LOST ONE THING AND THERE’S MY MARLEY WHO HAD TO TAKE A RIDE I DON’T KNOW THERE’S NO TIME TO STOP I GOTTA KEEP ON THE LINE I GOTTA KEEP MOVING DOWN THE LINE “ I NEED TO GET WHAT’S MINE I NEED TO GET WHAT I CAME FOR I NEED TO GET WHAT I CRAVE I NEED TO SMILE TO GET WHAT’S MINE” –MANYARD- I KNOW NOW NO TIME TO STOP I’M ON THE LINE I’M DOIN’ ALRIGHT I’M DOIN’ JUS’ FINE BUT NOW YOU’RE MAD AT ME NOW YOU’RE UNDER ME ALWAYS BELIEVING I AM WRONG WELL, YOU’RE LYING AGAIN YOU MAD I’M NOT THE ***** ONLY ONE I SEE ******** IS SOME **** WHO STRIPT YOURSELF OF YOUR TITLE I’M FINE I’M HAPPY YOU’RE MAD DISAPPOINTED & SAD I WON’T CRY WELL HERE I’VE MISSED MY MARLEY I’VE MISSED WHO MY SON IS I’VE MISSED ALL THOSE TIMES I COULD HAVE BEEN BETTER IF ONLY I WOULDN’T OF LISTEN TO YOU I SWEAR YOU WERE A TEACHER BUT NOW I BEHOLD THE LIE I’M STILL OKAY IT’S YOU WHO LOST YOUR TITLE IT’S YOU WHO STRIPT YOURSELF AND I’M STILL OKAY I’M STILL GOOD TO SMILE ************************************88 CUZ ONE DAY ***********************************88 I GOTTA WAKE UP WAKE UP FROM THIS BAD DAY I SWEAR I JUST CAN’T MAKE UP FOR ALL YOUR SAD SO PLEASE **** OFF JUS’ **** OFF I THOUGHT I WAS WRONG BUT I SEE YOU WERE JUST SCARED THAT I MIGHT SHINE NOW I’M STARTING TO LEARN I AM FINE JUS’ LIKE SHE ALWAYS SAID IT IS YOU WHO IS MAD I’M JUST TRYING TO SHINE FOR IT’S ME I & MY MISSED MARLEY THAT KEEPS ME STRIDING TO BE A BETTER MAN THAN I ONCE WAS **************************************88 I’M TIRED OF WRITING I SWEAR I’M TRYING I’M FEEDING ON THE PLATE FEAR IS BRREATHING FROM YOU PORES WELL **** I’M SCARED TOO ******************************************88 I’VE GOT TO MUCH TO DO I AINT GOT THE TIME TO WORRY I GOTTA KEEP ON THE LINE I GOTTA KEEP IT ON GOING “I’VE GOT TO SMILE TO GET WHAT IS MINE”-M- I’M SORRY I WILL SHINE I WON’T FEAR WHILE I WISH YOU FINE I & MY MISSED MARLEY WILL KEEP LOOKING FORWARD I’LL SEE YOU ON MY BACK AND IF I MISS YOU IT’S ALRIGHT I’M JUST A BROKEN BOY TRYING TO BE A BETTER MAN THAN I ONCE WAS I’M NOT LOOKING FOR LABLE JUS’ OUTSIDE YOU VOICE RANGE I’LL BE MORE STABLE I SWEAR I CAN’T CARE ‘BOUT YOUR OPINION I’VE GOT TO MUCH TO DO WITH SO LITTLE TIME LEFT I’M SORRY YOUR LIFE IS SO BAD BUT THAT HAS NOTHING AT ALL TO DO WITH ME I KNOW YOU ARE MAD BUT I DON’T KNOW YOU SO I HAVE TO KILL THIS SO THIS IS DEAD ***********************************88 “I DON’T WANT TO BE ALIVE AND MISSING THE CHANCE TO BREATH” -MANYARD- YOU HATE YOU HATE ME AND MY WILL TO SMILE YOU HOLD IT AGAINST ME I DON’T MIND TO WALK THE MILE SO I RUN GOING NOWHERE I HIDE IN THE OPEN I DON’T MIND I WON’T DIE “AND I’M STILL RIGHT HERE GIVING BLOOD KEEPING FAITH AND I’M STILL RIGHT HERE”-MANYARD- I JUST KEEP REMINDING MYSELF I MUST KEEP REMINDING MYSELF I’M FINE I’M OKAY IN THE OPEN NOW I’M SCARED BUT I’M STILL RIGHT HERE IN THE OPEN NOW I’M SCARED “ AND I’M STILL RIGHT HERE GIVING BLOOD KEEPING FAITH AN I’M STILL RIGHT HERE” -M- ***********************************88 I KNOW I’M ALL GREAT ALL THINKING BUT YOU DRASTICLY OVER RATE YOUR PIITIFUL THOGHTS INTO ME I WAS LOATHING SEEPING IN YOU ANOMOSITY THEN YOUR ARROGANCE BIT ME DOWN YOUR IGNORANCE BIT ME DOWN AND DRAIND YOUR TITLE NOW YOU LABLE ME CUZ I DON’T MIND TO WALK THE MILES YOU TELL ME I DON’T HAVE THE PASSION WHEN YOU KNOW MY MIND IS MILD SOFT AND SENSITIVE SO MUCH CONVICTION IT KILLS MY ESTEEM BUT NOW I KNOW I’M ALL GREAT AND ALL THINKING WHILE YOU ARE ALWAYS TRYING TO DICTATE MY EMOTIONS STOP I’M AT PEACE, ALMOST HAPPY I AM FINE SO WHY YOU GOT TO TRY AND STEAL MY SHINE I’M TIRED OF WRITING THESE WORDS OF DEXLEXIT THINKING OF AN EXIT AH, **** IT I DON’T KNOW YOU I’LL KILL YOU THIS IS DEAD [comments] => 1 [counter] => 176 [topic] => 31 [informant] => Rhei76 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => StoryPoetry )
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