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[sid] => 66941
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => trapped in the Rx
[time] => 2004-10-11 08:10:07
[hometext] => I wrote this last night all faded from the meds I am on...
[bodytext] => I am sitting here trying to write what I feel I want to be blunt and I want to be reel But I am so completely jaded The drugs have got me completely faded I want to express the pain inside that somehow these drugs have managed to hide it is hard because I sense it in there I am trying to rip it out from somewhere I need to release the memories and tears that have been collecting over all these years So I sit like a fool and rhyme away Probably will laugh at this someday Because I once had emotion that was blatant to see But now I write like a tranquilized zombie… I would stop taking them so I could tell Of all the times I’ve gone through hell so I sit here feeling numb and wonder why over all those things did I even cry? I know they are twisted, sick, and painful But for some reason these drugs don’t let me be truthful They make me groggy and foggy and weak And I slur my words when I speak I have to spell check again and again Thank god I am not writing this mess with a pen But back when I felt the pain that’s now trapped, When I was completely in emotions wrapped, I begged and cried to be released, Pleading for the memories to be deceased. And thanks to my insurance I thought I found reassurance Instead I made a trap inside For the memories to wait and hide So one day when I run out of medication The day I am no longer under sedation they will knock on the door of remembrance, and won’t need an invitation of entrance, They will rush in like pouring rain And then Only then will I be able feel the pain again. [comments] => 5 [counter] => 171 [topic] => 66 [informant] => Rxqueen [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => drugabuse )
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