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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => ticking away..slowly stopping
[time] => 2004-10-19 03:17:00
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[bodytext] => life was gud and so much fun sky so blue yellow was the sun no clouds in ma sky no tears i wud cry just laughter and smiles it felt ok for a while no greyness above and no rain no teardrops in ma heart no pain loved life did everything good then one day there was a thud..... omg i thought this aint me the girl b4 was so free now in prison no one who cares sleepless nights full of nightmares wots happening i wud say in my bed wots all this nonsene thats stored in ma head why am i different and why have i changed wot i acheived and wot have i gained just lonliness and guilt thas now within me no one can realsie no one can see they think its attention tha i seek from myself can they not see im ruining my health my bodys just dieing so slow and so calm noone even knows i dont feel the warmth i try with this battle i try with my might to show others i dont want lose this fight but i beleive tha they think that i like but its wrong and nasty wish it wud take a hike let me be peaceful let me begin to live a happy life and not ful of sin i feel like a clock just tickin away livin life on the edge with nothing to say the battery inside of me is losing its power just ticking so slowly minute by hour wot will they do i think all the time if i die or if i survive the pains getting stronger i feel its my fault [comments] => 2 [counter] => 155 [topic] => 13 [informant] => cat_1 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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