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[sid] => 68203
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => What is spoken may not be true (people like you )
[time] => 2004-10-20 12:37:42
[hometext] => from 2 expericences with one person, i regret so much yet now i am who i am because of it, although it happened a while ago i never wrote anything on it now i felt the time was right *dedicated to my lsl*
[bodytext] => you lied to me, you said things you didnt mean, you only said what i wanted to hear, you used the power you had over me, (still do) you used your cunning plans, you played games with my heart, you were decietful, and i was blind, i could not see how you were treating me wrong, for you had such a hold over me, i said i loved you, your heart was made of steel, you used everything you had for one sole purpose, to get your pleasure (the word tastes so bitter) to see me hurting, lying there not knowing who would help, everone was so oblivious to the pain, they were all in ignorant bliss, and now i feel so used, i have to wash, get you away from me, i look in the mirror, i am dirty, i am easy, i am a slag, all because of you but now as i shower, i feel so insecure, and i vow to myself, no more, this has to stop, it isn't fair what did i do to deserve this? all the pain is for what you did to me i will become stronger, i'll try to protect myself from you, from people like you, i will learn, and grow from this, now i know, what is spoken may not be true, for people like you only want one thing to get twisted pleasure from my crying pain [comments] => 2 [counter] => 172 [topic] => 48 [informant] => clotti [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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