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[sid] => 68213
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Missing Her
[time] => 2004-10-20 13:48:51
[hometext] => I wrote this poem when I was sitting just a short distance away from the girl I once called my best friend. She gave me know reason why, but just didn't want to be friends anymore... with anyone... ever again.
[bodytext] => Sitting in this room, Knowing she’s over there, Knowing I’ve lost her, Knowing she doesn’t care. --- Loneliness creeps into my heart, Into my mind, in through my eyes, A part of me’s gone, I’m missing inside. --- I’m aching all over, Inside and out, Was she really my friend… Something I doubt. --- My eyes don’t cry, They only see, She’s shutting me out, But she’s a part of me. --- I don’t understand, What I’ve done wrong, Indeed I am questioning, Our friendship all along. --- Every friendship has problems, That’s true I’ll admit, But where does she get the right, To make me feel like s--t? --- I’m confused, I’m befuddled, I don’t know how I feel, Let down, lonely, I thought she was real. --- Ripped out and torn up, My heart feels no rest, Stamped on and spat at, My life is a mess. --- Sitting, wondering, If she misses me too, Coz I miss her like anything, I honestly do. --- Why has she blanked me, There are still things unsaid, It must have been something I’ve done… Maybe I’m better off dead… --- I can’t help but feel responsible, Guilty as Hell, But I can’t ask her if I am, Coz she won’t tell. --- Am I being punished, For something I’ve said or done, One lesson I’m being taught, Is, look after number one. --- Live a life of solitude, Maybe that way it’s best, No hurt or pain from others, Give my weary heart some rest. --- See what happens, when I’m on my own? Alone with just my thoughts, My head is full of rubbish, Just stupid, pointless, retorts. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 146 [topic] => 32 [informant] => Saz [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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