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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Just another day at College...
[time] => 2004-10-22 14:40:15
[hometext] => Typical. No-one cares what my reasons are.
[bodytext] => Nothing feels right; nothing feels real. Is there anything left to feel? I'm hollow and empty; missing inside. Would anyone notice if I went to hide? Oh they'll notice I'm gone when the time is too late. When they need a favour from their push-over mate. "Where's Sarah today?" is what they'll say. "Couldn't be bothered again to show up today" Even if I was alone, silently weeping. Or at home, ill, in my bed sleeping. They wouldn't care, whatever the reason. Letting them down, of course, is high treason. Slag me off, be mean, see if I care. I've got feelings too that I'm willing to share. A joke to you perhaps, but so much more to me. It actually hurts and gets me down, to you just hee hee hee. Oh, I see, you say it all the time. Wow, that's ok, that makes everything fine. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 145 [topic] => 21 [informant] => Saz [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 19 [ratings] => 4 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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