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[aid] => mick
[title] => Living a Lie
[time] => 2004-11-03 15:56:59
[hometext] => I'd really apretiate your comments on this one! This is for the guy i went out w/ for a year and a half. This year he came out and Told everyone he was BIsexual. This is for you Jernigan.
[bodytext] => I thought you were someone else, But you were just an imposter, A phony, a fake. And each day, I hope and pray I never make your mistake. Because I never want to be like that, I can’t ever wear your mask. Yeah, it takes guts to reveal your disguise, But don’t you see these tears in my eyes? I don’t know what made you do this. I don’t know how I can get through this. If you aren’t there, Why should I care? How would I dare? If you aren’t there, All I feel is pain and despair. Cause I’m lost in your eyes, And I can’t escape, The memories that I hold dear. Hundreds of thousands of questions racing through my mind, But to ask them all, There isn’t the time. As I look into those peaceful eyes. Now you’re happy. Now you’re sad. Now you’re distressed. Now you’re mad. But you blame it on others, Like your dad. But in reality I know, I’m the one at whom you’re mad. You’d never admit it, You’d never dare. But I’m the one Causing all the pain and despair. So I have to end it and say goodbye, Instead of eternally Living a lie. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 148 [topic] => 22 [informant] => crazylady [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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