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[sid] => 71069
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Hiding Behind A Smile
[time] => 2004-11-11 11:53:37
[hometext] => I dunno this is an old one, I think it sucks, please leave a comment telling me what you think...
[bodytext] => Hiding behind a smile. Pretending eveythings okay. Wishing for every feeling I've ever had to just go away. Taking pills. Drinking to cover up the pain. Suicidal thoughts hid behind shame. Prescription after prescription, day after day. Wanting it all to go away, hopelessly in need of self-esteem. Tear after tear I hide behind my pain. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 147 [topic] => 36 [informant] => addicted2selfharm [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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