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[sid] => 71288
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Bleeding In The Shadows
[time] => 2004-11-12 22:50:57
[hometext] => Trying to find the light...comments welcome :)
[bodytext] => I cannot heal No, I won't allow myself that rest Can I live without the pain? See, that is the real test Bleeding in the shadows I've spent many days here Suffering all alone Fighting everything I fear I'm forbidden the cleansing My body so craves Denied what it takes To wash the blood stains away Shivering in the darkness Hiding from the light Unwilling to reunite with the world Against my own life I fight Rancid smell of stale blood Stuck to me like a second skin Reaching for the blade To feed my obsession again I long for the sting And for the taste I slice at the flesh With such a great haste Addict of this self-destruction Inlove with this sick mutilation How do I break the habit? That's my only complication [comments] => 3 [counter] => 171 [topic] => 61 [informant] => girlg0newrong [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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