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[aid] => mick
[title] => for the reason
[time] => 2004-11-13 14:00:14
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[bodytext] => I'm looking for a reason. The reason to wake up in the morning... The reason to last the day... And a reason to go to bed at night knowing I'll wake up. Just trying to give my day alittle purpose, Waste some time til bed, but why? What makes me think tomorrow will be better. It wont, it never will be. So this thought plays again and again. It's upsetting and I panic. No hope for future, No more chances for love. I'm so tired of the torment, I don't want to fight the battle for sanity anymore. I just want to lay to rest, and never have to worry about finding a purpose for tomorrow... and never have to worry about there being a tomorrow. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 151 [topic] => 13 [informant] => surge_joebot [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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