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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Mistake
[time] => 2004-11-14 10:03:22
[hometext] => ...
[bodytext] => This tension inside manafesting to long Leaving a hole where I used to be strong You build me up and then rip me to shreds So now I'll take what's left of these meds And pray to God that I never awake Because like you've said, I was a big mistake I was unwanted then, even more today I no longer want to do this. I don't want to stay These pills are easier than any razorblade I'll show you every scar they've ever made I can cut, and cut, and still I am here So the choice is mine, and the answer is clear This world wasnt meant for someone like me So for the first time ever Im setting myself free I hate to do this to all my friends But I cant do this, I just can't mend You've always been there, and I know that you care I know your saying to yourself " This just isn't fair. " I know we made promises, bonds and deals. But this pain I no longer want to feel. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 184 [topic] => 36 [informant] => xemptydecemberx [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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