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[sid] => 71941
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => last nights brawl
[time] => 2004-11-17 13:31:40
[hometext] => me and my boyfriend got into it last night and there was allot of damage done,furthermore plz dont comment unless you have something nice to say because these are my feelings
[bodytext] => i was ok at first,just getting plastered, till this bastard started to get on my case, telling me im basically worthless and should be replaced, why did these tears start to roll down my face? i couldnt hold it in,i ran straight to him, please comfort me without a care,he turned his back like i wasnt there, i screamed i could not bare the though inside, im al i want to hide,screaming about my empty sorrows, you scream back you dont care,these words are hard to bare, it intantly turned into a brawl,he pushed i slapped i hit the wall, trembling with nonsense ,to the bedroom i ran,started packing my clothes to leave my man, i struggled with the bag and fell to the concrete floor, there is nothing left back home for me any more, my bridges art burt beyond what i can restore, i suddenly felt like a little child trying to run away acting wild, i know i wont get no where but still i have an urge, to run and run untill my lungs start to purge, but intead these words i say;i love you anyway i will stay, im sorry that im emotional, im sorry i get hurt, im sorry i try to explain but it never works, im sorry i jump to pain, im sorry im alive im sorry im sorry im sorry sobing in tears, you say it cant be like this ever not even 1 day a year, i will not tell you how i feel,on you i cant rely, to listen to me when i cry, i grabbed a box cutter laying on the bed, i popped into my wrist it should have been till i was dead, you grabbed it and chunked it at the wall said you are stupid dont do that around me at all, i fired up a cig and wiped away this water coming from my eyes, they are no longer tears when no one cares you cry, i put it out on my skin ,it took away the pain within, i asked him to hold me,dont scold me, i cuddled up beside him in a little ball then fast asleep i did fall, i awoke today to find that he will be gone by choice all day today, thanks for listening to what i have to say,im all allone and the pain that hit me last night cut to the bone, the words i dread i hear now in my head,when he said'go leave i dont care the sight of you i canot bare', im glad at least someone is there, people here ussually care,so i sit here in pain typing again,hoping someone will say its okay to feel this way,if only one person could understand it would mean everything,i need your comments you see they are the only understanding words said to me [comments] => 4 [counter] => 218 [topic] => 39 [informant] => blackholesun [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => Grief )
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