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[sid] => 73561
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I dont have you...I have me
[time] => 2004-11-29 08:49:30
[hometext] => Not a true story for me. But for others...you never know
[bodytext] => The summer rain falls gently on my head as I watch you walk away from me I expect to feel pain but all I feel is happy…happy for the first time since I met you Even though I’m cold and alone now I don’t have to suffer with your **** I walk back inside my apartment and sit on the sofa Looking outside the window at the porcelain snowflakes Falling upon the dirty ground Curling up into a ball I think about the day we first met. First day of Collage and I looked into your brown almond eyes So full of life and caring. So lovely. And enchanting. We started dating a month later always going to coffee houses and antique stores You always were hugging me as if I was a possession. Little did I know…I was. We had been dating a year and that’s when I started suffocating. I lost my friends and family. Even my kitten. When you moved in with me you kicked it out the window. It died since it was a baby I soon lost touch with reality I was always in a daze never knew if I was dreaming or living. You started hitting me when you found out I were pregnant. So I went to the abortion clinic. It hurt When I told the councilor at the school she talked to you And you got so mad at me. I finally got the police involved when I wasn’t scared of you anymore Just raging angry. You’re gone from my sight into the world of decay now. Gone to abuse another. Even though I don’t have friends, family or my kitten I have myself. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 154 [topic] => 32 [informant] => Strawberry_Stitch [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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