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[sid] => 7508
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Questions
[time] => 2002-11-26 17:20:00
[hometext] => another one of the lower times in my life inspired this!!!!
[bodytext] => I sit here and I hold this blade,
I wonder how deep I will cut today. I will soon feel the pain, See the crimson blood as it starts to drain. I am a bit confused, scared even, I see a pattern see each cut deepen. What will happen if I hit a vein? Will it mean I will die this day? Will all of my pain be forever gone, Or will I live and see the next day dawn? Will I cry myself to sleep again, Knowing I am the product of a sin? I am lost to all of these hurtful emotions, I need answers to all of my questions. I wish I could feel whole again, And often I wonder if ever,when??? Each cut only helps for a little while, And again I face one of lifes trials. Once more the cut wasnt deep, And I dont get to eternally sleep. And again I ask a question of mine, Did I succeed to live or fail to DIE??? [comments] => 2 [counter] => 286 [topic] => 36 [informant] => Twinky [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 15 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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