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Array ( [sid] => 75295 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Hate Being Me [time] => 2004-12-11 09:28:36 [hometext] => nobody can hate me more than I hate myself... [bodytext] => betrayl sets in
another cut upon my skin
no more truth
no more lies
everytime a part of me dies
I can't take the hurt anymore
put the blade to my skin
and make the blood pour
a part of me is gone
my innocence taken away
so insane... I begin to sway
I'm addicted to self harm
cuz I burn and carve my arm
the pain doesn't hurt
when that's all you've ever felt
I burn and bleed
just to kill the need
another betrayl
is another slit
going around
in this endless pit
everybody is blind
they cannot see
everything this is doing to me
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Hate Being Me

Contributed by screwup on Saturday, 11th December 2004 @ 09:28:36 AM in AEST
Topic: Suicide



betrayl sets in
another cut upon my skin
no more truth
no more lies
everytime a part of me dies
I can't take the hurt anymore
put the blade to my skin
and make the blood pour
a part of me is gone
my innocence taken away
so insane... I begin to sway
I'm addicted to self harm
cuz I burn and carve my arm
the pain doesn't hurt
when that's all you've ever felt
I burn and bleed
just to kill the need
another betrayl
is another slit
going around
in this endless pit
everybody is blind
they cannot see
everything this is doing to me




Copyright © screwup ... [ 2004-12-11 09:28:36]
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Re: Hate Being Me (User Rating: 1 )
by pixie on Saturday, 11th December 2004 @ 09:32:51 AM AEST
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I used to hate myself, I cant say that I now love myself, but I have come along way and you will too one day *hugs* a very pained write, deep and so very sad

pixie xx


Re: Hate Being Me (User Rating: 1 )
by Lionel on Saturday, 11th December 2004 @ 10:06:33 AM AEST
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Self pity can be carried to a dangerous extreme. beware. You say, "everybody is blind." Christ isn't: Jonah Ch. 2 " I cried by reason of mine affliction unto the Lord, and He heard me, etc." - Read the chapter to see what happened.


Re: Hate Being Me (User Rating: 1 )
by lostinmyself on Saturday, 11th December 2004 @ 10:07:47 AM AEST
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I agree with Krissie, and I know what it is to hate myself.
This is so sad hun.
I'm always here for you if you gotta talk, K?
(Oh and ignore Lionel, he/she doesn't know what they are talking about)

*hugs you tons*
Phil xxx


Re: Hate Being Me (User Rating: 1 )
by Sapphire_Blue on Thursday, 23rd December 2004 @ 05:01:23 AM AEST
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I feel your pain, and the darkness of agony within, I know where you are coming from, and it is a harsh reality, innocence taken and replaced with self hate and loathing, dont give up on yourself, you are a beautiful person, strong of will and an awesome personality,


Re: Hate Being Me (User Rating: 1 )
by deathdrop on Tuesday, 26th April 2005 @ 07:16:49 AM AEST
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yes i rememeber you, but i've been in care for the last 5 months and they don't have internet...
_________________________________
any way, this is good!
it's very powerful.
i like it.




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