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[title] => My Life
[time] => 2004-12-11 18:40:20
[hometext] => i never told no one these please help me i want to die
[bodytext] => where do i start, where did i go wrong, im a looser i have nothing good for me in the future, im only 17 and i want to end my life. why do i feel this way. im struggling in school. all i can do is watch my friends leave me this year while i stay back, there all moving on . im still there stuck in the 10 grade in suppose to be in the 12 grade but im not why, because im stupid. it so sad when u look at me because i hide all the crys and pain inside, like everything going to be ok, but i know it not, my girlfriend thinks im happy, everyone does. but im not i dont show them that i hate my self, i hate my life , i hate everything, i wish i can die a painless way. just falling to the ground. can someone help me, one day ill be gone i always imangine me floating in the sky ,cool air blowing in my face and i cry all the crys i can cry, all the pain is away, i have nothing to pay, no one to worry about most of all not worring about my furture. i wish i can be small again be with my family playing nintendo 64 with each other:'( but times change. my brother is gone i cry for him, i cry for me, i cry for everything. WHY DO I CONTINUE MY LIFE IF DEATH TO GOOD TO BE TRUE, NO WORRIED, NO PAIN, NO STRUGGLE, NO CRYS, ONE DAY I WILL DIE EVEN IF I HAVE TO DO IT
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My Life
Contributed by
Lost_Boy
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Saturday, 11th December 2004 @ 06:40:20 PM in AEST
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where do i start, where did i go wrong, im a looser i have nothing good for me in the future, im only 17 and i want to end my life. why do i feel this way. im struggling in school. all i can do is watch my friends leave me this year while i stay back, there all moving on . im still there stuck in the 10 grade in suppose to be in the 12 grade but im not why, because im stupid. it so sad when u look at me because i hide all the crys and pain inside, like everything going to be ok, but i know it not, my girlfriend thinks im happy, everyone does. but im not i dont show them that i hate my self, i hate my life , i hate everything, i wish i can die a painless way. just falling to the ground. can someone help me, one day ill be gone i always imangine me floating in the sky ,cool air blowing in my face and i cry all the crys i can cry, all the pain is away, i have nothing to pay, no one to worry about most of all not worring about my furture. i wish i can be small again be with my family playing nintendo 64 with each other:'( but times change. my brother is gone i cry for him, i cry for me, i cry for everything. WHY DO I CONTINUE MY LIFE IF DEATH TO GOOD TO BE TRUE, NO WORRIED, NO PAIN, NO STRUGGLE, NO CRYS, ONE DAY I WILL DIE EVEN IF I HAVE TO DO IT
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Re: My Life
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by emystar on
Saturday, 11th December 2004 @ 07:08:37 PM AEST
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this is very sad but very well said.
U shouldn't feel bad if u stayed behind in school. It happens to lotssa people.
take it easy on yourself. U gotta learn how to luv yourself.
Don't give up.
It breaks my heart to see someone your age that wants to die.
Hang tuff and thanks for sharing this with us.
I will pray for u to feel much better.
luv, huggs, faith, hope, joy, peace, prayer,
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Re: My Life
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by hoist1atca on
Saturday, 11th December 2004 @ 10:27:37 PM AEST
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Sometimes life is a bit slow to show the good parts to us-
We take for granted all that happens to us-
Do not dispair as life holds many pleasures for you-
Find the spark that lights the fire within you and let it lead you out of this darkness that has consumed you...
If you need to talk to someone who hsa been theree send me a reply-
I give no advice for that is not my way nor my place but will listen and talk (or read as it were)...
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