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[sid] => 78119
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Alone
[time] => 2005-01-02 06:06:37
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[bodytext] => Alone is what i wanted, maybe isolation was what i needed, i distanced myself away, i was granted of what i pleaded, now i restrain my eyes, now i bear a strong chin, i lock away my yearning, dense it deep down within, i put on a false smile, but no one sees nder my skin, i used to think that being alone was safe, no one could hurt you, no one could push the knife through your chest, but now i know the phrase isnt true, as i struggle to pull through without an outlet, draining the hate just leaves unused desire, love burns in my heart, scalding like real fire, alone i feel nothing, no counter reaction to my words spoken, alone i feel i have no healing, alone is as good as broken, people say i dont need to be entangled, i dont need someone holding me down, but i need something holding me up, as under deep water, humans drown, crying about nothing, crying about feeling tearful, falling to pieces, for my heart i am fearful, i cannot stand on one foot, i cannot blow away the rain, i cannot pull out a giant carving knife, and just cut away the pain, alone i stand, skin unkissed, empty embrace, presence unmissed, some speak of myths, some say that you cannot yearn for something you've never known, but i know in my heart there is something better, there is something better than being alone [comments] => 1 [counter] => 167 [topic] => 14 [informant] => in2thetwilightzone [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 6 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DreamsandWishes )
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