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[aid] => mick
[title] => am i
[time] => 2005-01-06 20:03:48
[hometext] => please comment
[bodytext] => Am I empty inside? cause that's the way I feel, with feelings that hurt, feelings so real. Am I alone in the world? That's what seems true. Only if you could feel this, only if you knew. Am I hated? Seems that way, at least that's what I see, from people every day. Am I even alive? I feel so dead. What people say gets to me, fills me with dread. Am I deserving to be here? Acutely, yes, I believe I deserve, to be alive, I'm not the one making fun. The things you say, how do you have the nerve. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 178 [topic] => 48 [informant] => karmen [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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