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[aid] => mick
[title] => Unsure
[time] => 2005-01-18 12:05:27
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[bodytext] => I understand not just who I am I understand not just what I need Uncertainty rules my daily life Fear leads my every step Afraid of laughter and rejection Afraid of feeling and being happy Unable to let go and surrender This cannot be me Pain and loneliness I welcome Domination is my salvation Direction is what I lack No one and nothing to believe in Unsure of where my life is leading Destruction draws me near Inner demons dry me out Nothing left to give I fear Surrender to your will Surrender to deaths call The end is what I seek The pain is my desire Knowing you has been a thrill My place I think I have found Too many obstacles to cross Should we go on this way Lessons you try to teach me Love and desire you show My feelings for you are true But still I cannot let go My past and present prevent this Not allowed this happiness My demise is in the near future Only this I can be certain of I have not the words to show you My love for you and your touch I desire to be near you Always and forever, My Master [comments] => 2 [counter] => 169 [topic] => 32 [informant] => mercedes [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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