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[sid] => 84693
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Insignificance (guilty dreams)
[time] => 2005-02-17 01:55:17
[hometext] => Yup, i'm a bad person....or at least I have done much wrong before today...always, abraham
[bodytext] => We continue. The open air breathes my breath breathes the sand i'm sitting in breathes my entire life. My entire life lived under one tree one tree and a dozen (two dozen) houses. Wooden floors remind me of my love my love is a simple childish act my love is rage and jealousy blemished ravaging skin against the stricken waters skin the boiling point the insignificance of my loins burning with passion. It is not enough, she said, her broken boxes her clarity misjudged misguided following my silly plans for a future that could not be. I spoke love to her the dusk fell from her hair her eyes the clouded sands the red clay her fingertips her lips a color i cannot recall. I spoke and did not love I spoke and I spoke and did not think of her her love her pain and anger and tears I spoke and did not love until today Three years and I did not love Three years and I cried I lied and promised empty unaltered love Three years and she is gone and now i love I love and is she is there and I am here I love and she is loved and I am unloved repeating myself repeating love and unloved to ignore the promises the lies the names i called her (whore **** ***** *****) I love because I can do nothing but remember and live with what I did I love because I dream of love. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 181 [topic] => 48 [informant] => iodinelove [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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